Saturday, October 26, 2013

Give it time.

Hiiiiiiiii! It’s Saturday morning so… why am I writing??? HAHAHAHA

The perky employee. Nyahahaha 
I just arrived all the way from work on a grave yard shift. So technically this is my evening and that gives you the idea that I’m supposed to be tired and sleepy but I’M NOT! Well, not today because my most awaited weekend is running so like the old times, I’m awake and keeping myself busy.

I’m not really sure with the reason why I’m really this hyper so I came up with a very spontaneous list.

Disclaimer: It all just came to me now that…

First, I’m getting used with the shift I’m in like, I’m still sleeping during lunch breaks every chance I can get. But it’s more of finding me enjoying the 8 hours and more sleep. Woah! This isn’t me whom we’re talking about right?!? Hahaha Mama and Papa will be happy knowing that I’m sleeping now. ^^* 
CASH/FX Team with Trainers' Shiela, Kristen
 Jeff and Simona. 

Teams' Manual and Cash/FX with Berns~ ^^* #cows
Second, I am now friends with my officemates! Contrary to my first 4 weeks stay in the company, I used to take myself out for lunch and just randomly hang out with sets of officemates during breaks without much breaking off my wall. I, myself is surprised by this progress because at first I don’t get the feel of working at night plus the pressure in my position so I tend to appear aloof and in effect, no sense of attachment. I also have plans of moving out in no time so I thought it would be just fine to keep myself in this mindset but true colors can’t really be denied. And I still got that bully side in me and the random-happy-for-no-reason-person that I am. Yiheee!!! 

Third would be for the reason that I appreciate the team I belonged. Team CASH/FX is where all of us have our own crazy and awesome sides. The process complements with how difficult the first 2 weeks of training and adjustments we had to unleash this satisfaction we shared now that we’re feeling comfortable with almost everything. 

Fourth is my reversed perception about my superior now that I come to get to know him. He’s not the hateful boss I 
Team Cash/FX!
professed he is during the time he disapproved my upcoming leaves for the SS5 and Bangkok trip this November because of the conflict of training schedules which I definitely understood now because it is really a mass of pressure for him as the team leader. He is actually funny and someone who works with diligence! I can totally relate with how he express himself because he’s not faking it. Yey to Sir Kent aka Damulag! Hahaha

On the 24th, I still followed my usual rituals before
going to concerts, to have my nails polished.
I let it painted with Sapphire blue!
SuJu will always be my first love boy-group!

Fifth is that successfully sold my SS5 ticket. I almost cried and gone mad the first time I heard that I can’t take my leave since we’ll have two assessment exams on the same day. And so I was pushed to sell it asap and God worked his wonders as always since an Indonesian ELF read my tweet and so I got my money back! Special thanks to the people who retweeted my advertisement online and of course Vicka chingu all the way from Indonesia! 


Lastly, I realized that on these things, time is what keeps you sane. The benefit of the sudden dilemma is the ability to accept unwelcomed thoughts. The process prepared me to reach a mindset which both my heart and mind approves. So whatever that worries you right now, just give it time. 

Friday, October 11, 2013

My life in picture form.

Care to know why I suddenly flooded my timeline and in effect, include your feeds on Facebook, Twitter and Instagram? Oh well, I had a cup of coffee again just like yesterday that whenever I do I need to find avenues to exude all my stored energy.  And these were the product of those nights…

Expression, NOT IMPRESSION! #DahilNakakamiss... ang Bora. hahahaha!

This was taken by a random waiter in La Carmela de Boracay last January of this year. With me are my two awesome former officemates, Zhie who’s now in Dubai herding camels and Joan who’s just been promoted and still the Cargo Planner that she is! Hahaha We love sarcasm in our perky world and that’s the very reason why I miss these girls along with my other lunch mates in the 17th.

About the caption, that’s who we are in real life! We live for our own satisfaction and not your sugar coated type of girls! Who says Bora is something to prepare your body for when actually it’s really cold especially while walking along the seashore at night!!! HAHAHAHA! I love how outgoing and comfortable we are in our best clothes on the cold sands of Boracay~ Welcome 2013! 
Fear but DO IT ANYWAY! Papi~ ate~, atapang a'tao hindi a'takbo! #FlashbackFriday
This picture was when we’re in HK Disneyland at the momentum of the Space Shuttle 3D ride. That’s me beside my Ate Yen with her mouth open shocked screen cap and fun loving father, Papi who doesn’t seem afraid rather relaxed at the back.
Our Papi tends to challenge us to try and speak our minds whenever possible. He taught me that Alphabet should not be sang or else you’ll end up memorizing it without much thought or sincerity (oh!) and so he will give me that stern look whenever I do some singing. Hahahaha!

And for that reason, whenever we had our family dinner or scheduled meeting we always exercise that open conversation. My sister is now on her first year in Law School and though I know she’s quite afraid with the toxic case studies, she’ll make it for sure! My brother who’s not in the picture is also quite of a debater and some smooth talker. So whenever I feel the pressure or fear, I just keep in mind the teachings of my parents and the art of letting go if I happened to deliver with just half of what I really can. Just do it anyways!  

The reason why I'm alone is because YOU were there... taking the picture. #Boom!#PalusotNo1 #flashbackfriday

You know I’m a Fan Fiction noble prize winner right?!? Hahaha! This was taken while we’re on a raft on our way to Tarzan’s tree house in HK Disneyland. And to feed the loneliness, I deliberately posed a pitiful look while my backgrounds were in action. The couple on the left caught kissing. Opposite them is the girl who’s making the first move to her boy, look at what she’s grabbing!!! 

Going steamy huh?! Aigoo! Yeobo pallyi! Let’s show them PDA 2.0! Puahahah! 

nASA man: Will you marry me?
Ako: Enebe! Saka na pag may dumaan na shooting star!
#WalangTulakKabigin #GotToBelieve #KathNiel #OnCue

This was taken last year on our Family Day in Enchanted Kingdom. My sister took this picture with the Astronaut who came for a mission. Hahahaha

And so I wasn't that alone after all! There were couple of thrills in this life we called, romance. Wooooohhhh!!! Goosebumps on the rise! 

There's no aray-aray when you're having your picture taken. Hana~ Tul~ Set! Kimchi~ #DislocatedJoints #Futsal #Chingus #flashbackfriday

I used to play Futsal as a sport during my college days in Ateneo. And that was the product of playing well! Yay! It happened on our last game for a runner up place during our intramurals and though I felt the pain for having my joints dislocated it was more of the prestige than the pain it caused me. Buahahhaha! 

My arm was bandaged and we won 3rd place! With me are my playmates and good friends, Dhet and Ylda in our koryan poses this was shot at the back of the open showers of the court where football guys are you know~ hahahaha! Keep that as a secret! Otherwise!!!! Hmp! ๐Ÿ˜

Told yah! YOU WILL NEVER SEE IT COMING!!! #Pranks And now, you're starting to think of something similar. #MindBlown

The caffeine intake is now about to subside so a swift change must occur at this rate.

Being the loving person that I am, the photo really is about love that maybe present already in front of our very eyes but we at most times missed to notice. And that caption is just for distraction purposes to lower down those expectations. It's just me that it seems like a prank on my second look that's why I'm being indifferent with what's actually in it. ๐Ÿ‘ฝ 

And that ends my thoughts about my existence and alienation on this Flashback Friday.

Good night my dear Aliens!!!

Saturday, October 5, 2013

Office Girl vs. Full-time FanGirl

A month ago, I was so pleased with the new work I got that prior joining the company I had the chance to spend my two weeks in Naga for vacation. I was able to unwind with peace since my worries about expenses and other things related will be answered by my soon passive income and new field to venture. In addition, I was even surprised with the position specified in my contract. It appears that I’m a Specialist and next post to mine is already TL which is beyond unexpected since I applied for an Analyst post. And so I can only find myself privileged and thankful.

But not until… my planned leaves for SS5 Manila concert and Bangkok trip were disapproved by my superior. While tears are forming around my eyes, I can only imagine my full payment for the concert ticket I made just this Tuesday and my pushed self to search through the variety of affordable hostels in Bangkok where we can have our accommodation booked and to start the itinerary for my first time flying with friends. Because of this, it never occurred to me that my two weeks’ vacation in Naga will be the last for this year. I can only self-pity at this state. It’s too ironic that it all just came to me now and that all of a sudden my thoughts were how to dispose my concert ticket and how should I contest my two day leave to my Manager or HR since they already know about it prior to the training period.

Seeing myself now, I don’t have control on things such these without sacrificing a bit of pride and supposed good memories. I for one believes that I can’t have everything I wishes but this isn’t IT right? Tell me this is not yet part of my “everything”???!!!

Then I was like “okay I haven’t done my two drug prescriptions yet!” But I just thought it would be cool if I can do both without feeling halfhearted by choosing what’s more right.