thing that I for one is so curious to know, WHY? And all of a sudden my self-thought solution is proved to be not as firmed as it looked like to them. Silly maybe. I know that at the end of it all, my own voice is the only voice that will echo. Not that I didn't listen but for the reason that this is the very time to stand for my choices with conviction. I've heard the pointers to be taken into consideration in leaving a job, finding what you love doing, setting up your career and how to become like them, happy and successful. But in my mind I am still left with that decision and only my heart is moved.
Thank you to those who made time knocking and even dared to break in my closed door. I've heard and agreed with all those. I am completely in deep thought now that I'm fully awake. But one must agree with me on this too, Steve Jobs could have not developed a Mac with multiple type phases and proportionally space fonts and apparently apple remains to be a fruit if he didn't drop out of "uninteresting" subjects back in his college and enrolled in calligraphy class which he finds fascinating.
But you might argue that I or you is not as talented or as bold as them that you can only be one of the people who think they're slaves of the matrix, negative, good for nothing individuals, I actually hate. Gaaawwwd. It's sad that you think of it that way but on the other hand I'm glad you are bothered by it. So now I know where to seek answers to my dilemma, it is to go back in finding that thing you once told you're lacking, immerse yourself in it then in no time you'll see yourself satisfied that you did try. We maybe pushed to the edge but it will always be worth it.
And so my decision is... I will move out... Not to escape but to feel the need to be honed. I will most certainly trust my curiosity to go find what I love of doing. After all a smart choice is being judged and realized after knowing that you no longer feel the burden or any trace of that used to be problem. So even if I decide today, later, next week or more the one who can only figure whether that decision is smart or just another lesson that one has to take is ME, alone. I surrender it all to you Lord. I believe that in prayers I say I am guided each day to the path where you always want me to be.
Fighting Zelle!!! Carry on to those who are feeling the same way!
This too shall pass but don't settle. Got that from Steve Jobs! ^^
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